Abandoned 123 year old school
If anyone reads my posts or even cares, I guess you see a bunch of really depressing shit on my blog. It’s there because I don’t have many outlets to be 100% honest. I have to fake at least part of most days. I’m not as bad as all the posts combined but no, I’m not great either. I don’t have a reason. That makes it harder. Being a guy is worse. Depression and Anxiety disorders run in my family & I’m the “lucky” one to have gotten those genes. I’m taking care of myself. I see a doctor regularly. I go to counseling when my doctor says I need it. But the point I want to make is that people with these problems are not freaks. Ok maybe I’m a freak for other reasons lol. I’m not seeking attention, but I don’t want to be ignored. Literally 2 people have messaged me. I don’t want babied. I don’t want treated with kid gloves. This makes me hold back from people because experience tells me I can be too much for others to handle when I feel like this. So that’s why I don’t start conversations. But conversation takes 2 people. I’m just 1. See where I’m going with this? If someone is down, why do you leave them there? No, you can’t fix it, but you can show you care. Or you can ignore them because it makes your happy little world uncomfortable.
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